your first crushes

The thread on when you first recognized porn got me thinking. Did you have crushes when you were a kid, and when did they start? I'm talking about same sex-crushes mainly, but not making rules here.

In fifth grade I had the hots for a couple of guys. I had nothing in common with them at all, and they were actually jerks, but they were still hot. Puberty came sort of precociously for me, not that I got anything I wanted. Was so closeted. Anyhow, by sixth grade I had incredible "crushes," and on through high school, then crushes like that faded out by the time I was a senior. The crushes I'm talking about were intense. Affected my whole body. Must have had big rushes of whatever chemical that it is/was, like I was doped sometimes. I even felt weak in the legs at times, too, passing by this guy I was crazy about. I haven't had anything like that as an adult. Just puberty and teens. How about you?

There were a few guys I had interest in from 5-6 th grade but didn't really get interested in any guys until 7 th grade. There were 3 guys I totally had a thing for. 2 of them were complete jerks that like you I had absolutely nothing in common with. The third guy was nice, cute, quiet, and shy. He'd say hi in halls and stuff but we never really spoke.

When I was 18 I started working at the local porn store and at some point seen all three of these guys come in. The cute shy one rented a lot of gay titles and was dating a guy in his 30s within months of HS graduation.

I've seen 1 of the three in the past few years. He was the hottest of the bunch in school. Now he's just bald and fat with 2 divorses under his belt and loosing all his income to child support.

I still think that HS was the best times of my life. With gays and bisexuals being more accepted now and gay couples going to prom and stuff I can only imagine how much more fun it must be now for the kids.

Isn't that interesting (scary?) when you see people years later? Sometimes it's better, too.

My 4th grade teacher was my first crush. He wore tight jeans and had a nice bulge. Around the same time I had a bit of a crush on the 6th grade teacher, he had a HUGE bulge. Is that odd?

I'm agreed with crushes on teachers , it wasn't until 6th & 7th I started having them. :D ( this would explain why I passed math and science in junior and failed them in senior ..." a teacher a day keeps the apples away! "... :scared: )

jim