Whats the thing you fucking hate about being gay?
I fucking hate the fact that most of your "friends" either want to screw with you or what I find worse is that people say "yeah, I'll call ya". More worse is when people you know for a long time and you lost them somehow came back and tell you oh how much they would like to stay in contact with you, then when you try to call them, email them etc and hear them say "I was gone for a few days and had no access to the net", when you SEE they read the email and when you ask " do you really want to stay in contact" and you get a "oh, please don't ask so hard questions that late at night"... I AM FUCKING WAY BEYOND PISSED AT BEING GAY when it comes to that.
I believe that straights have the same issues, but why can't people just tell you straight in the face and say "listen, I don't want to talk to you so piss the fuck off" - I can take that - I CANT'T take lies or all that shit that comes with it.