your first crushes

[tim460]

The thread on when you first recognized porn got me thinking. Did you have crushes when you were a kid, and when did they start? I'm talking about same sex-crushes mainly, but not making rules here.

In fifth grade I had the hots for a couple of guys. I had nothing in common with them at all, and they were actually jerks, but they were still hot. Puberty came sort of precociously for me, not that I got anything I wanted. Was so closeted. Anyhow, by sixth grade I had incredible "crushes," and on through high school, then crushes like that faded out by the time I was a senior. The crushes I'm talking about were intense. Affected my whole body. Must have had big rushes of whatever chemical that it is/was, like I was doped sometimes. I even felt weak in the legs at times, too, passing by this guy I was crazy about. I haven't had anything like that as an adult. Just puberty and teens. How about you?

[PUMPaul]

There were a few guys I had interest in from 5-6 th grade but didn't really get interested in any guys until 7 th grade. There were 3 guys I totally had a thing for. 2 of them were complete jerks that like you I had absolutely nothing in common with. The third guy was nice, cute, quiet, and shy. He'd say hi in halls and stuff but we never really spoke.

When I was 18 I started working at the local porn store and at some point seen all three of these guys come in. The cute shy one rented a lot of gay titles and was dating a guy in his 30s within months of HS graduation.

I've seen 1 of the three in the past few years. He was the hottest of the bunch in school. Now he's just bald and fat with 2 divorses under his belt and loosing all his income to child support.

I still think that HS was the best times of my life. With gays and bisexuals being more accepted now and gay couples going to prom and stuff I can only imagine how much more fun it must be now for the kids.

[tim460]

Isn't that interesting (scary?) when you see people years later? Sometimes it's better, too.

[Squirt]

My 4th grade teacher was my first crush. He wore tight jeans and had a nice bulge. Around the same time I had a bit of a crush on the 6th grade teacher, he had a HUGE bulge. Is that odd?

[longboardjim]

I'm agreed with crushes on teachers , it wasn't until 6th & 7th I started having them. ( this would explain why I passed math and science in junior and failed them in senior ..." a teacher a day keeps the apples away! "... )

jim