so another weekend, out, pretending im having a good time.

friday i went to the club. that lasted an hour before i felt like total shit & just went home.

saturday nite i went to the movies with a guy i know & some of his pals. one was cute & actually flirted with me, but afterwards he had to remind me that has a serious bf.

sunday i just drove around with another guy i know who says we're friends, but i know he cant stand me, yet always seems to be around. guess he likes free food. i finally told him to go home.

now im debating between going straight or becoming a monk in tibet.