For 10 years in my younger days I socilized and worked with gay men. For 10 years I watched men I loved with all my heart pretend there was nothing wrong with giving themselves in the dark corners and back allies of Long Island. For 10 years I begged them to be smart. For 10 years I watched them die one by one, until I couldn't stand it any longer and started my `nilla hetero life in the backwoods of Georgia.

15 years later ..

Very little has changed and I know it never will.

Do I care if 2 HIV+ ppl fuck each other? Nope .. their choice.
Do I buy bareback content? I do and I will until it's no longer legal.

Do I care? I do, but I also know that you cannot force ppl - by laws or PSAs -to make intellegent decisions today, if they couldn't make them 25 years ago.

I know, now that I'm back among gay men that there will be more grief in my future, as I watch some of you die .. slowly and painfully - just like I did 25 years ago.

Madame begs you ...
Wrap that willie!