Jason...

I'm not going to bet on you. I will encourage you. Getting to know yourself before getting into it with other people is very important.

If you're committed to getting to know you, then you'll be fine. I did it for a long time, once. I decided the same thing you did, no more BS, me before anyone else.

I won't go into how long I lasted because no one ever believes me.

Good luck!

Hugs,
GA