Can't anymore count how many times I stopped and started again to smoke.

I think every year again I stop smoking for a few weeks and go back smoking.
My longest time ever was 6 months with the help of Zyban. Strong medicament but very helpfull.

I think my problem is I like it a lot to smoke and I really don't want to stop it but otherwise after a long weekend out wake up monday morning I feel sometimes very bad because of too much cigarettes and think about it to stop smoking - well for about one hour.