no ga...i'm sorry to admitt that the times i was alone, and masturbating for several hours at a time...were also the times i was on drugs...not pretty, not sexy, not erotic...there was nothing salvaging about being alone in a basement, high, watching porn, and stroking and sweating all night till you find yourself too exhausted to continue.

now...the day o'sex days were always completely drug free and thoroughly enjoyable!

some people think i'm too forthright...but i need to be honestly raw in admitting who i was to enable me to become the man i want to be...besides, it gives people the opportunity to know what they're dealing with up front...so neither of us has to waste much time if they decide they can't/won't deal with my past/baggage. we all have it.

man...will i never learn when to stfu?!?!