Well a thank you to all of you for your valuable opinions. Unfortunately I am still stuck here regardless. I would love to make the adult industry my main income but unfortunately it just hasn’t happened yet. (And, thank you chip for your shameless plug… LOL)

So many of you have made mention of doing what I love… unfortunately I can’t do that in the here and now. I am currently going to school to learn and do what I love in the future, but right now it’s all about the most money for the least hours possible to pay the bills. I am in school 25 hours a week and working anywhere from 20-60 hours a week on top of that… so basically I don’t sleep. I think I failed to mention that I am COMPLETELY independent. I’m not your typical model in this industry, I’m not a spoiled little princess, nor do I work in the industry to prove a point to anyone. I work to pay the bills… period… no matter what type of work it is. I pay for my entire living, insurance, food, school, gas, bills, car, etc… I am getting no help from my parents, yet they make too much money for me to have been able to get grants from the government… cool huh? Funny how even though my parents don’t give me a damn thing and I am independent yet I still have to use my parents’ income when I file my FAFSA.

I really can’t leave this area b/c of school… I don’t graduate until the end of April… so until then I am stuck here in Michigan.

When in comes to staying at the ACS I have decided (thanks to everyone’s strong suggestions) to leave. (It’s just a matter of how quickly I will be able to) I realize that is something I need to do for so many reasons; I kind of just wanted reassurance that leaving would be the right thing. Now, I just need to line up a new job… hopefully I can still get one at the bar… time to pick up the phone and swallow my pride. I didn’t leave on bad terms but left with the intentions of not going back and everyone knew that.

Maybe I can find something totally new in the near future… I really don’t know, but I do know that I need a change. The only problem is my school schedule is VERY strict and does not change… nor do I get breaks… I go year round. So, it has to be a flexible job, and things like restaurant serving and retail require evenings and that’s when I am in school. (mon-fri 5pm-10pm) So, it’s proven to be very difficult to support myself.

Well… again thank you to everyone and thanks for letting me vent once again… I’m beat so I’m off to bed….

Goodnight, Sky