wow...for "shits and giggles" really????

i was never in a fraternity. i was also never willing to take a job involving pepper spray or mace...call me a pansy if you will...just not for me.

however...in some truly warped way i'm sitting here reading your post brian and thinking (as i already have a little crush on you) "wow, that's kinda macho...leading to sexy" So then i ask myself, how fucked up is that for me to consider that "sexy" when clearly, it was not meant to be...and in any rational situation, would not be. so is it really just me...or does anyone else see a conditioning pattern in our society to train us to find adolescent, dangerous, objectionable behavior sexy and masculine????

wow...i think i need to make that appointment with the shrink now...excuse me