why were you dropped in front of the sister's house? why weren't you left in your own residence?

dude, this is a very toxic family - your bf included. if you want to be with him and not go crazy, you need your own residence. even if it's one room and a bathroom, or even renting a bedroom in a residence. you can't keep getting thrown out of your own place and feel good about yourself. you can't keep getting thrown out of your own place and have the slightest feeling of security in life. because you really DON'T know if you will be allowed to sleep there each night or if in a fight or other situation, you'll be thrown out.

i know you must be in tremendous emotional pain from all this, but from the pregnant sister, you need some emotional detachment. there is alcoholism in the family, and an extreme lack of self-esteem. so they will always be hurt or harmed in some way - and you will suffer each time.

you have to allow them their right to be who they are. that includes their food, partying and drinking choices. they're adults.

if you take all the energy and ideas that you put into THEIR well-being into your own, you'll feel a lot better!!!! take some care of yourself. taking care of everybody but yourself is codependence, which is exhausting!