Who knows; i'm too stressed over relationship bullshit at the moment to sleep, my giggles from earlier are long gone I can almost feel my hairline receding as I type!

Last time I got this stressed I was deathly ill for months, had glands swollen out almost even with my jawline, and thought for sure I was dying. I lost so much weight. The doctors couldn't find anything, still can't, but decided I had mumps. Whatever, I don't want whatever it was comming back. So any advice on what to do for the night to relieve stress? And don't say jacking off, i'm not in the mood .