The thread on when you first recognized porn got me thinking. Did you have crushes when you were a kid, and when did they start? I'm talking about same sex-crushes mainly, but not making rules here.
In fifth grade I had the hots for a couple of guys. I had nothing in common with them at all, and they were actually jerks, but they were still hot. Puberty came sort of precociously for me, not that I got anything I wanted. Was so closeted. Anyhow, by sixth grade I had incredible "crushes," and on through high school, then crushes like that faded out by the time I was a senior. The crushes I'm talking about were intense. Affected my whole body. Must have had big rushes of whatever chemical that it is/was, like I was doped sometimes. I even felt weak in the legs at times, too, passing by this guy I was crazy about. I haven't had anything like that as an adult. Just puberty and teens. How about you?
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