I'm sorry. I know I don't know you very well except through your posts, but I'm feeling for you. I'm sorry this hurts so badly.

What will you do?

One piece at a time, you'll put it altogether again. It can be done. And whatever you end up with be better than what you have now. I know it seems hopeless now, but it's not. Feel bad, listen to some Patsy Cline, get drunk ... then pick it all up, put it in a truck, and get moving on with your new life.

If there's anything I can do, or if you just need an ear, don't hesitate.

AIM: dzinerbeartor

Hugs
Michael
dzinerbear