ah lifes a bitch, what can you do? It happened 2 years ago so I have had plenty of time to get over it. It's just that when I hear people say unprotected oral sex is no big deal, it just reminds me of myself 2 years ago. Because that was my attitude as well. It's like they say on the news sometimes, "Only 1 in 10 people are effected by blaa blaa blaa. People automatically focus on the 9 people who aren't effected and say big deal. No one seems to remember the 1. Point is it's risky, people should be careful.