Did Not mean to ease drop Conran but I did.. have you thought about relaxation things such as Yoga Self hypnosis etc? Dont knock them till you try them. Could be really helpful with lots of things.

Now to the post.

I was working for a Fortune 500 Pharma company and my wife was with a Fortune 100 Computer company. We made great money and worked 9-5. One day while surfing we saw a guy in a chat room offering free porn in your email. KOOL.. so we check it out. Signed up and started getting spammed and looked deeper. Next thing we know we are making 1k a week collecting opt in emails.

Then the wife got an offer we had to refuse. Move to South America and head up the Dept there for 1/2 of what she was making, or quit. She quit and I quite mine about 5 months later.

Been in adult since.