Nah, I just mean I'm still going to love myself no matter what my size and what other people may think. Sure, I'm going to the gym, but that's more out of health reasons. I'm finding that I have been having less energy the more weight I've been gaining and I'd much rather be able to bound out of bed in the morning and happily skip to work rather than drag myself to the 7-11 to get my first cup of artificial stimulant, which is what I do now. LOL!